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[Dec. 26th, 2009|11:49 am] |
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Apple Eggie : " HOT TOPIC: Ape niat sebenar seorang muslimah bertudung? Kerana ALLAH? Dipaksa ibubapa? Fashion? Jawab. Hati ni sangat sedih dan malu pada hamba2 yang bertudung tapi ade gambar2 yang dimuat naik tampa tudung. Lebih menyedihkan, MONJOLOK MATA. Saya ni memang tak sempura, jauh. Tapi saya ade prinsip untuk jaga imej saya ...sebagai seorang muslimah. Tak pon, jaga nama baik keluarga wahai kaum-ku. Fikirkanlah ye. "
Nurellisya : " i strongly agree with you sis. amat menyedihkan. "
Maslina : " dear, i agree. it's happening ard us. semoga Allah beri petunjuk. Amin! "
Myself : " It's happening to my friends,kinda influenced me too bt i guess i've chosen what i rly want. Mayb im just nt too ready fr tudung :( cos i knw somewhr dwn d road i might b doing like this tats just so wrg. "
Apple Eggie : " shahrana: at least ur not a hypocrite, i respect that! u know what u want. Allah tu maha memahami. Insyallah one day ur heart will open, just like me 5 yrs ago. =) "
Myself : " Thanks sis. I hope so Allah understands bt somehw somewhr i feel guilty and i don't knw why. I mean fr me kalau nk pakai tudung tu pakai fr d rest of my life and bkn dgn pakai tudung ngan pakaian yg menjolok mate. Why do i sometimes feel that i shudn't wear and the other moment feel like wearing? & nw when i hav decided that i'm nt wearing yet,i'm still confused n lost. Is this ok to feel? "
Apple Eggie : " its ok. u know what? if u donno what to do and donno who to ask. ask that fella up there. HE knows it all. Talk to him. He'll surely understand. Everything happens coz of HIS will. I ni tak sempurna but from what I read, u not ready yet. Niat da ade but belom sedia. Ur point is very strong and sensible. Proud of u sis. =) "
Myself : " Thanks again sis. It's true,everything happens becos of His will. Oh well,i guess i'll just hav to communicate wid Him and see whr i'll head dwn the road. I hope things go right fr me and help me thru d confusions :) Thanks fr the nasihat sis! May Allah open up all hearts of such muslimahs who are in such a situation you wrote above :) Amin! "
Apple Eggie : " no probs sis. we're ukhwah in Islam dear. amin amin! "
I've made myself clear,atleast there's someone in this world who can understand me. Maybe i'm just not ready enough.
Thanks Ammi,thanks Sis for understanding me and supporting me.
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[Dec. 25th, 2009|03:23 pm] |
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MERRY CHRISTMAS!
cant wait to receive my presents tmr (although i know what most of it are already) but in any case, opening presents are the best! :))))
anyway, the holidays are ending. which spells out MISERY! okay bye. |
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[Dec. 24th, 2009|12:01 am] |
 ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥isn't she a beauty? I ♥ MY RIING thank you loves~ |
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| NZ TRIP- part 1 |
[Dec. 23rd, 2009|11:28 am] |
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NZ- New zealand trip was totally awesome!
hahahhaha.. okay.. it wasn't t those trips with loads of interesting happenings, shopping and city life..
instead, it was full of trees, mountains, lakes, sheeps, cows, horses and land.
but it was just the way i liked.
i might consider retiring there.. so lovely..
me and my husband, sitting in our rocking chairs, facing the vast oceans and our garden, planted with all sorts of flowers..
then we'll sip tea, tell each other stories, ride horses, take photographs of everything around us.. so pretty...
okay. so for this year's trip, we came up with a family dress code for each day of the trip.
day 1- anything
day 2- pink
day 3- vintage
day 4- layered
day 5- hoodie day
day 6- monochrome
day 7- glam
day 8- blue!
haha! awesome right!
photos time!
camwhoring in the plane
mountain in NZ from plane view.
NZ airport. in timezone..
one of those neo print machines.
waiting for car rental.
buzzing bee
christchurch- NZ.
woah...i'm not even half way done with posting my photos.. and its taking so long to post 1 picture... ahhhh!!
so irritating..
i'll continue posting another day.. =)
sorry....
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| Syaf turns NINETEEN! |
[Dec. 21st, 2009|11:00 pm] |
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we've been through a roller coaster mess this past few months. we're still learning, still trying to make this work. but as long as you dont give up, i promise you i wont too. i will try as much as you do maybe more to make this work. But you've been the best thus far love cause you have ALWAYS been there. Never giving up on me when i know you can and you've done so many things to make me happy. you keep me going when i see no hope. i love how we can be friends one minute and lover the next. i love how i can be myself ard you. you're a part of me babe and for all of that i can never ever thank you enough. im sorry today didnt work out as what i planned because of unforseen circumstances. i'll make it up to u, i promise.
I LOVE YOU SYAF
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!
ps: for the record, i am 3 months OLDER than you. thanks! lol |
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| Gyabo!! |
[Dec. 21st, 2009|10:04 am] |
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I went to watch Nodame Cantabile movie yesterday :D I haven't gone to the theaters for more than half a year ever since Yatterman xDDDD *kicks research*
As expected, it was different watching Nodame in a theater because the sound of the orchestra came out much better compared to my laptop or TV xD
On a side note, Chiaki-senpai is awesome ♥ ♥ ♥
Of course the movie is crack as always! But there was a part of the movie where it tells how the members of the orchestra are practicing hard every day despite their real life routines and work. I found that part very touching ♥
The last part of Nodame movie will come out next April... I wonder whether I will get to watch it at theaters again. I have been missing too many movies :(
Christmas comes soon. Same as last year, I have classes on Christmas eve xD But this year I'm going to cook for a bunch of friends. I hope they come out delicious... And I hope, less random people come to our dinner since I don't want to spend my christmas with strangers D: Let's see...
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[Dec. 20th, 2009|04:34 pm] |
 HMMM. make ART your life... |
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[Dec. 20th, 2009|04:17 pm] |
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Sometimes the feelings we start to have again,
are the same feelings that never really went away.
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